"Missing You"

Lately I have been spending a lot of my time missing people. Friends, mostly. You see, I feel like I've been left behind by everyone. All of my friends are on missions, or leaving on missions, or traveling the world, or getting married, or moving on with life. I'm just...stuck. I'm having a really hard time dealing with my job - it depresses me. I'm ok there sometimes...but lately, I just can't stand it. I have zero motivation - in all aspects of my life. And I'm lonely. Desperately lonely.


I've recently been reminded of a song called Missing You. The first verse goes:


Every time I think of you 
I always catch my breath 
And I'm still standing here and you're miles away 
And I'm wondering why you left

Those last 2 lines...those pretty much describe my life right now. I don't know how to move on, how to move past this feeling of being trapped, of being stuck.

You can listen to the song by clicking here.


To my friends - though you probably won't read this - I miss you. Jordan, Erin, Kaia, Todd, Brendan, Andrea, Katie, Carrie, Elliot... Just know that I love you all. And I could use a hug.


Just had to get that out there.

Dear Boys

So...this is a Dear Boys post. Elise, from Elise's Pieces does them. And as I feel the need to say some words to some boys (but not actually to them, because that's awkward), I thought I would join in the fun. :) Here it goes:

Dear Brigham City Boy,

I really like hanging out with you. Also, you're rather handsome. Will you date me please?

Love,
Twitterpated


Recent RM,

You give the best hugs. Can I have one soon?

Sincerely,
Stressed Out


Dear Missionary Boy,

You are my best friend. Also, you are coming home in 4 months. Will you be awkward? Please say no.

Thanks,
Girl Who Misses You