"Missing You"

Lately I have been spending a lot of my time missing people. Friends, mostly. You see, I feel like I've been left behind by everyone. All of my friends are on missions, or leaving on missions, or traveling the world, or getting married, or moving on with life. I'm just...stuck. I'm having a really hard time dealing with my job - it depresses me. I'm ok there sometimes...but lately, I just can't stand it. I have zero motivation - in all aspects of my life. And I'm lonely. Desperately lonely.


I've recently been reminded of a song called Missing You. The first verse goes:


Every time I think of you 
I always catch my breath 
And I'm still standing here and you're miles away 
And I'm wondering why you left

Those last 2 lines...those pretty much describe my life right now. I don't know how to move on, how to move past this feeling of being trapped, of being stuck.

You can listen to the song by clicking here.


To my friends - though you probably won't read this - I miss you. Jordan, Erin, Kaia, Todd, Brendan, Andrea, Katie, Carrie, Elliot... Just know that I love you all. And I could use a hug.


Just had to get that out there.